If I let you go

Day after day

Time passed away

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

oh yeah

How will I know

if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away

There's no one like you (no one like you) You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)

How will I know

if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me( close to me)

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?(oh yeah)

How will I know( if I let you go?)

But if I let you go I will never know (oh baby)

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?( oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go ?

Old song but meaningful (:

Edited

Worked for 4 consecutive days already. Almost late for work today. Reached dhoby at 11.15 and i needa start work at 11.30am! LOL so reached Orchard around 11.25. Don't want to have a late record! So once alighting the mrt, i ran like there was no tmr! LOL reached there 11.28. Thats means only 2 mins change. And lucky i punched the card at 11.30. Cool not late but was panting like hell! This two days no need work till 10pm. That means no need to wash and clean up the place! Had dinner at food republic with astronaut tee yesterday. LOL Seriously enjoy working. The people there are really funny! Especially uncle andy, tong and the two china guys. Worked with esther today(: Oh sad she accidentally dropped a bos of rice! Waste one rice -.- she serve i cashier. Some customer really friendly but some not. Most ang mohs are friendly. Cool. what a disgrace for all singaporeans. TONTORO pork can pronounce as TORONTO pork. LOL when customer pronounce wrong, can't help but laugh. So bad. wahaha. Lunch break chatted with ming long, one of the china guy. He really funny. Told me about his 'stories' or 'life' in china. Really mr PIG. Simply love this job. Time really flies when working with them and it keeps my mind off with everything!

A big hug to my mum and grandma who sacrifice their sleeping time yesterday just to make their way off to the market at Lorong ah soo to help get the stingrays and prawns and other foods for the upcoming 3e2 chalet! And mum told me that my grandma went to the market again today to collect the foods. Two heavy bags okay. Imagine how heavy the bags are and my grandma need to carry them and bus back to pasir ris. If i had not gone for work today, i would have accompanied her go. And not only that! Grandma also help me to wash the prawns and stingray and pack and wrap them nicely in a bag and put in containers! OMg really damn touched! <3333

Looking at the pictures in xw's blog reminded me about the fun-ness 3E2 had last time! Hope the chalet is a good time for us to catch up with one another!

I need things to keep me occupied! Flashbacks again....Pondered about alot alot of things just now. It would be best if time could be reverted ): why things must be so complicated?!

Have been working for 2 consecutive days already! Sunday and yesterday. Worked from 2 to 10pm on sunday and 12.30 to 10pm yesterday. Can say is tiring cos stand for so long but its really fun working there. The people there are really super friendly and funny especially the manager and the two china man. Wahaahaa Really had so much fun working there. Even if really busy, the people there can still joke around with me and tadaa also keep my mind busy with their jokes. Cooooool. And of course first day working, i need to be supervised. And the lady who supervised me is really nice! And she taught me some things to jisiao the china man. One of the china man's sirname is zhu ma. Then the manager ask me call him as Mr Pig. lol damn funny. Anw, thanks jar for accompanying me to work and pei me eat lunch on the first day =D

Worked with xw yesterday. She came at 2.30pm. Both of us were in charge of either being the cashier or serve the people. And there will be one period where alot of people will be queueing up and we start to get nervous and shou mang jiao luan. There is one time i gave $4 less to the customer -.- lucky the customer never complain. Hoho got a new nickname! $2.10. Thats what the manager call me. Quite used to the things there already. First day clean up the place till 11.30 then yesterday finished cleaning up at around 11pm. Improved by 30 mins. Cool then after everything, chatted and joked around with the manager and the two funny china man. Sorry huayao and jerry who waited so long for us outside to go home together. Hoho

OMG i simply love to work! Im really bored to death cos there is nothing for me to do at home! Grahh i wanna work everyday, i don't want to be .......anymore.

Prom night yesterday night. It was rather okay. Not really crazy though. But took alot alot of pictures! First time see my classmates and schoolmates dressed so formally. Many pretties and handsomes (: Afterall, it was not bad la, im sure the school took alot of time to organise this night and it was a sucess. Thanks for all the efforts that the teachers had put in. And i can say, im really lucky. Out of 360 students in school, i won the lucky draw! Got the 16th prize. A $28 movie card. Not bad la. Hoho received a few farewell gifts and cards from friends. cool thanks people!

After prom, settled some things. Lucky nothing happen. Phew. Then took a very long time to decide where to go next. At last, went to dhoby with kairen, huayao and jerry. Cabb-ed to kr's house first to put things then cabb-ed down to dhoby. Met jaryl at dhoby and decided to watch 'the coffin'. Gab and clare joined us and them together with hy wen lan. then the four of us watch movie. And the show is not nice at all! Wasted my money -.- not scary at all and cannot understand what the movie is about. Hurhurs after movie was alrdy 3 plus. Was feeling very tired alrdy. So cabb-ed home with jerry and huayao. Bathed, ate abit and finally off to my lalaland at exactly 5am!

Out with Jaryl today. Catched high school musical 3 at tampines. Bought my fav HNDSG! Haha shopped around tm until 6.30 before going for the movie. Went to our favourite place toysRus. LOL fun fun and did some lame things-.- funny. hohoho then went to popular to shop around. And someone think his chinese very good. Testing me with all those difficult words while he himself duno how to read. MALU! and 1 hour 30 minutes past so fast, and off we go to the movie. And finally i know of one way to own jaryl! * cheeky smile* Movie was okay la. At least better than 'the coffin'. Alot of music very lil storylines. Took quite some time to decide where to eat, at last both went home for dinner -.- But met huayao for dinner at cp. Then went to the playground to chat awhile before going home as both of us were bored to death! But i can confirm i won't feel bored tmr cos im going to work alrdy! Cool 2-10pm. Then mon work from 12 to 10pm! OMG it will be damn tiring but fun!

Hope i will be able to go for the 3e2 and 4e2 chalet. 3E2 chalet from 30th to 2nd. Then 4e2 from 3rd to 5th dec. Wah continuous 6 days of chalet. Hope i need not work on that day. Pray hard!

Went for job orientation at Tori Q last tuesday! It was fun! Haha use the machine to press for rice, how to close the box, taking the food stick and tried being the cashier etc. Hoho its quite fun la. But somehow confusing. LOl sean and kr came to find me while working. Just as kairen came to buy, i tried being the cashier. He bought a few sticks then give me a $50 dollar note. LOL then the people working there alrdy used to mental calculation. But im not! Then got abit prob using the machine all thanks to mr tee! Haha

Then today went to sign the form cos Tori Q wants to hire me! Bai Bai go da lao yuan sign the form then rushed back home to complete some things -.- but quite happy la cos i get to work. Its like finally! Will be working with xw and esther. Hoho hope in the long ru, they will schedule the 3 of us together, then it will be real fun. Pay wise is not too bad. Haha will be starting this coming sun. Excited! Then at night, passed things to huayao then went for dinner at rm de ljs. Hoho then esther came to find us followed by xw. And off we go to the family clinic to have our injection. Hoho esther was like so scared of injection. Funny!

Prom night tmr. Not the least excited at all. Feeling very tired now. But can't slp cos i have things uncompleted! Okays shall go and complete my things. Bye

OMG i seriously have sleeping problems. Was feeling super tired just now at 12 plus. So went to lie on my bed but somehow keep tossing and turning and here i am sitting right in front of the com blogging -.- well look at this timing, only 9 people online and those online are those who i never chat with . WTH!!!

Went Bugis with xw again today. This time, went for job interview. Since we arrived there early, went shopping first. Xw finally bought her prom stuffs((: Then went for interview. And there was a cock up! Was supposed to go for interview at Paragon. LOL so headed down to paragon. After that, went to have dinner at Kovan de Qi Ji with gab, huayao, chia hwee and sean. The honeydew sago sold at the bubbletea shop taste real bad! As in not really nice compared to the ones in tampines. Wasted my $. But nvm. Then went pooling. Only the guys played. Played till 9 plus and bused home. Saw one peihwa teacher on the bus. A very friendly, nice and cute teacher. hoho don't know what's her name. Hoho

It's really time to get abit serious. Physics mcq on Monday and i haven start studying yet. And guess i forgot alot of things and its time to refresh my memory tomorrow morning. OOPS should be later in the morning! =D okays shall go to have some sleep now, hope i can...

Have been going out everyday since 'holiday' started. Went to shop for prom stuffs with xuewei on Thursday. Shopped around Bugis are for a long long time but dint bought anything. But we dint waste our day actually cos we went to find jobs at the same time -.- LOL then ended up meeting yy,jw and sean. Shopped around Bugis for awhile then trained to Dhoby. Played CS. Km came after that. Then followed by pool. Hoho Played till around 9 plus. Trained home myself after that while the others went to have their dinner cos forgot to bring key with me! LOL then family waited for me at cp then car-ed to east coast are and had our dinner and supper (:

Shopping at Far East with mum and sis. It was indeed a long shopping trip. Bought quite a number of things =D coool. Then dinnered at Dhoby x-change and home-ed after that. Wow its been so long since i went shopping with my mum and sis alrdy due to my busy schedule for preparation for the o's! Was laughing all the way while walking home from cp cos my mum said something which we dint expected and its realll funny! Hahaha simply love shopping with them =D

Finally get to see my ah ma and grandparents today! Today was sort of like house visiting. Went to ah ma's house first. Chatted alot with my auntie. And she showed us alot of interesting stuff. She sewed alot of things and its really nice! Alot of nice keychains and bookmarks. Hohoho then at around late 8 plus then went to grandma house. And my cousins were there too. Family bonding session -.-

And now im sitting right here stoning. Seriously, my sleeping time is super weird. I just can't get to sleep. Sleeping after 4am is just the right time for me. OMG weird. I need some sleeping help!!!!! okays i shall go and watch tv now(:

"O" levels finally ending! Left with MCQ for both sciences. Have been waiting for this day for a super duper long time. At least can relax abit alrdy. Went to play bball at night at anchorvale cc there with lots of people yesterday. Me, xuewei and Justin scootered there. LOL Played till the lights went off and we were still playing. Can't really see the ball flying towards my direction sometimes -.- but it was quite fun.

Went Kovan with mum and sisters. Younger sis went for ballet while we went to shop around at Kovan. Nothing much actually. Hhahahas then went back home, watched tv, used com for the whole day! Then felt so bored till i went to my cupboard, took out the 500 pieces puzzle and started fixing it by myself=.= and after 1 ++ hours of sitting on the floor, i only managed to fix a few parts. LOL cos the puzzle i chose got some parts all yellow. Different shades somemore. Strain my eyes and back! And finally, i gave up>.<>

Yeah going out with Bunny tmr ((:

"O" levels are ending in just two more weeks. But after monday's SS paper, can self declare holiday already!

If I let you go

Day after day

Time passed away

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

oh yeah

How will I know

if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away

There's no one like you (no one like you) You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)

How will I know

if I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me( close to me)

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?(oh yeah)

How will I know( if I let you go?)

But if I let you go I will never know (oh baby)

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?( oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go ?

Old song but meaningful (:

Edited

Worked for 4 consecutive days already. Almost late for work today. Reached dhoby at 11.15 and i needa start work at 11.30am! LOL so reached Orchard around 11.25. Don't want to have a late record! So once alighting the mrt, i ran like there was no tmr! LOL reached there 11.28. Thats means only 2 mins change. And lucky i punched the card at 11.30. Cool not late but was panting like hell! This two days no need work till 10pm. That means no need to wash and clean up the place! Had dinner at food republic with astronaut tee yesterday. LOL Seriously enjoy working. The people there are really funny! Especially uncle andy, tong and the two china guys. Worked with esther today(: Oh sad she accidentally dropped a bos of rice! Waste one rice -.- she serve i cashier. Some customer really friendly but some not. Most ang mohs are friendly. Cool. what a disgrace for all singaporeans. TONTORO pork can pronounce as TORONTO pork. LOL when customer pronounce wrong, can't help but laugh. So bad. wahaha. Lunch break chatted with ming long, one of the china guy. He really funny. Told me about his 'stories' or 'life' in china. Really mr PIG. Simply love this job. Time really flies when working with them and it keeps my mind off with everything!

A big hug to my mum and grandma who sacrifice their sleeping time yesterday just to make their way off to the market at Lorong ah soo to help get the stingrays and prawns and other foods for the upcoming 3e2 chalet! And mum told me that my grandma went to the market again today to collect the foods. Two heavy bags okay. Imagine how heavy the bags are and my grandma need to carry them and bus back to pasir ris. If i had not gone for work today, i would have accompanied her go. And not only that! Grandma also help me to wash the prawns and stingray and pack and wrap them nicely in a bag and put in containers! OMg really damn touched! <3333

Looking at the pictures in xw's blog reminded me about the fun-ness 3E2 had last time! Hope the chalet is a good time for us to catch up with one another!

I need things to keep me occupied! Flashbacks again....Pondered about alot alot of things just now. It would be best if time could be reverted ): why things must be so complicated?!

Have been working for 2 consecutive days already! Sunday and yesterday. Worked from 2 to 10pm on sunday and 12.30 to 10pm yesterday. Can say is tiring cos stand for so long but its really fun working there. The people there are really super friendly and funny especially the manager and the two china man. Wahaahaa Really had so much fun working there. Even if really busy, the people there can still joke around with me and tadaa also keep my mind busy with their jokes. Cooooool. And of course first day working, i need to be supervised. And the lady who supervised me is really nice! And she taught me some things to jisiao the china man. One of the china man's sirname is zhu ma. Then the manager ask me call him as Mr Pig. lol damn funny. Anw, thanks jar for accompanying me to work and pei me eat lunch on the first day =D

Worked with xw yesterday. She came at 2.30pm. Both of us were in charge of either being the cashier or serve the people. And there will be one period where alot of people will be queueing up and we start to get nervous and shou mang jiao luan. There is one time i gave $4 less to the customer -.- lucky the customer never complain. Hoho got a new nickname! $2.10. Thats what the manager call me. Quite used to the things there already. First day clean up the place till 11.30 then yesterday finished cleaning up at around 11pm. Improved by 30 mins. Cool then after everything, chatted and joked around with the manager and the two funny china man. Sorry huayao and jerry who waited so long for us outside to go home together. Hoho

OMG i simply love to work! Im really bored to death cos there is nothing for me to do at home! Grahh i wanna work everyday, i don't want to be .......anymore.

Prom night yesterday night. It was rather okay. Not really crazy though. But took alot alot of pictures! First time see my classmates and schoolmates dressed so formally. Many pretties and handsomes (: Afterall, it was not bad la, im sure the school took alot of time to organise this night and it was a sucess. Thanks for all the efforts that the teachers had put in. And i can say, im really lucky. Out of 360 students in school, i won the lucky draw! Got the 16th prize. A $28 movie card. Not bad la. Hoho received a few farewell gifts and cards from friends. cool thanks people!

After prom, settled some things. Lucky nothing happen. Phew. Then took a very long time to decide where to go next. At last, went to dhoby with kairen, huayao and jerry. Cabb-ed to kr's house first to put things then cabb-ed down to dhoby. Met jaryl at dhoby and decided to watch 'the coffin'. Gab and clare joined us and them together with hy wen lan. then the four of us watch movie. And the show is not nice at all! Wasted my money -.- not scary at all and cannot understand what the movie is about. Hurhurs after movie was alrdy 3 plus. Was feeling very tired alrdy. So cabb-ed home with jerry and huayao. Bathed, ate abit and finally off to my lalaland at exactly 5am!

Out with Jaryl today. Catched high school musical 3 at tampines. Bought my fav HNDSG! Haha shopped around tm until 6.30 before going for the movie. Went to our favourite place toysRus. LOL fun fun and did some lame things-.- funny. hohoho then went to popular to shop around. And someone think his chinese very good. Testing me with all those difficult words while he himself duno how to read. MALU! and 1 hour 30 minutes past so fast, and off we go to the movie. And finally i know of one way to own jaryl! * cheeky smile* Movie was okay la. At least better than 'the coffin'. Alot of music very lil storylines. Took quite some time to decide where to eat, at last both went home for dinner -.- But met huayao for dinner at cp. Then went to the playground to chat awhile before going home as both of us were bored to death! But i can confirm i won't feel bored tmr cos im going to work alrdy! Cool 2-10pm. Then mon work from 12 to 10pm! OMG it will be damn tiring but fun!

Hope i will be able to go for the 3e2 and 4e2 chalet. 3E2 chalet from 30th to 2nd. Then 4e2 from 3rd to 5th dec. Wah continuous 6 days of chalet. Hope i need not work on that day. Pray hard!

Went for job orientation at Tori Q last tuesday! It was fun! Haha use the machine to press for rice, how to close the box, taking the food stick and tried being the cashier etc. Hoho its quite fun la. But somehow confusing. LOl sean and kr came to find me while working. Just as kairen came to buy, i tried being the cashier. He bought a few sticks then give me a $50 dollar note. LOL then the people working there alrdy used to mental calculation. But im not! Then got abit prob using the machine all thanks to mr tee! Haha

Then today went to sign the form cos Tori Q wants to hire me! Bai Bai go da lao yuan sign the form then rushed back home to complete some things -.- but quite happy la cos i get to work. Its like finally! Will be working with xw and esther. Hoho hope in the long ru, they will schedule the 3 of us together, then it will be real fun. Pay wise is not too bad. Haha will be starting this coming sun. Excited! Then at night, passed things to huayao then went for dinner at rm de ljs. Hoho then esther came to find us followed by xw. And off we go to the family clinic to have our injection. Hoho esther was like so scared of injection. Funny!

Prom night tmr. Not the least excited at all. Feeling very tired now. But can't slp cos i have things uncompleted! Okays shall go and complete my things. Bye

OMG i seriously have sleeping problems. Was feeling super tired just now at 12 plus. So went to lie on my bed but somehow keep tossing and turning and here i am sitting right in front of the com blogging -.- well look at this timing, only 9 people online and those online are those who i never chat with . WTH!!!

Went Bugis with xw again today. This time, went for job interview. Since we arrived there early, went shopping first. Xw finally bought her prom stuffs((: Then went for interview. And there was a cock up! Was supposed to go for interview at Paragon. LOL so headed down to paragon. After that, went to have dinner at Kovan de Qi Ji with gab, huayao, chia hwee and sean. The honeydew sago sold at the bubbletea shop taste real bad! As in not really nice compared to the ones in tampines. Wasted my $. But nvm. Then went pooling. Only the guys played. Played till 9 plus and bused home. Saw one peihwa teacher on the bus. A very friendly, nice and cute teacher. hoho don't know what's her name. Hoho

It's really time to get abit serious. Physics mcq on Monday and i haven start studying yet. And guess i forgot alot of things and its time to refresh my memory tomorrow morning. OOPS should be later in the morning! =D okays shall go to have some sleep now, hope i can...

Have been going out everyday since 'holiday' started. Went to shop for prom stuffs with xuewei on Thursday. Shopped around Bugis are for a long long time but dint bought anything. But we dint waste our day actually cos we went to find jobs at the same time -.- LOL then ended up meeting yy,jw and sean. Shopped around Bugis for awhile then trained to Dhoby. Played CS. Km came after that. Then followed by pool. Hoho Played till around 9 plus. Trained home myself after that while the others went to have their dinner cos forgot to bring key with me! LOL then family waited for me at cp then car-ed to east coast are and had our dinner and supper (:

Shopping at Far East with mum and sis. It was indeed a long shopping trip. Bought quite a number of things =D coool. Then dinnered at Dhoby x-change and home-ed after that. Wow its been so long since i went shopping with my mum and sis alrdy due to my busy schedule for preparation for the o's! Was laughing all the way while walking home from cp cos my mum said something which we dint expected and its realll funny! Hahaha simply love shopping with them =D

Finally get to see my ah ma and grandparents today! Today was sort of like house visiting. Went to ah ma's house first. Chatted alot with my auntie. And she showed us alot of interesting stuff. She sewed alot of things and its really nice! Alot of nice keychains and bookmarks. Hohoho then at around late 8 plus then went to grandma house. And my cousins were there too. Family bonding session -.-

And now im sitting right here stoning. Seriously, my sleeping time is super weird. I just can't get to sleep. Sleeping after 4am is just the right time for me. OMG weird. I need some sleeping help!!!!! okays i shall go and watch tv now(:

"O" levels finally ending! Left with MCQ for both sciences. Have been waiting for this day for a super duper long time. At least can relax abit alrdy. Went to play bball at night at anchorvale cc there with lots of people yesterday. Me, xuewei and Justin scootered there. LOL Played till the lights went off and we were still playing. Can't really see the ball flying towards my direction sometimes -.- but it was quite fun.

Went Kovan with mum and sisters. Younger sis went for ballet while we went to shop around at Kovan. Nothing much actually. Hhahahas then went back home, watched tv, used com for the whole day! Then felt so bored till i went to my cupboard, took out the 500 pieces puzzle and started fixing it by myself=.= and after 1 ++ hours of sitting on the floor, i only managed to fix a few parts. LOL cos the puzzle i chose got some parts all yellow. Different shades somemore. Strain my eyes and back! And finally, i gave up>.<>

Yeah going out with Bunny tmr ((:

"O" levels are ending in just two more weeks. But after monday's SS paper, can self declare holiday already!