Hi all, today is a gloomy day for me. How about you?

Met up with Sean today. Watched this.

The news that I heard really awakened me. I couldn't believe that everything is happening so fast. I knew this would eventually happen some day but I did not expect it to happen so fast. Way too shocking for me. I appeared calm when I heard that but deep down inside, my heart was crying real bad. How could this actually happen to someone who is so close to me? Is heaven playing a trick on him/her or what? Why such things will befall on such a good person? One who puts friends as priority all the time. One who will be 24/7 there for me. I feel so useless because I can't do anything except to give him/her some emotional support.

Life can really be unfair sometimes. But there is no reason to give up on it. So come on friend, let's fight! I believe everything won't be as bad as we think. There is still hope if we don't give up. I will be there to fight with you..

After today, I think I have no rights to be emotional for my current problems because out there, there are many others who are facing much bigger/serious problems than me and they are problems which can never ever be solved.

Hi all, today is a gloomy day for me. How about you?

Met up with Sean today. Watched this.

The news that I heard really awakened me. I couldn't believe that everything is happening so fast. I knew this would eventually happen some day but I did not expect it to happen so fast. Way too shocking for me. I appeared calm when I heard that but deep down inside, my heart was crying real bad. How could this actually happen to someone who is so close to me? Is heaven playing a trick on him/her or what? Why such things will befall on such a good person? One who puts friends as priority all the time. One who will be 24/7 there for me. I feel so useless because I can't do anything except to give him/her some emotional support.

Life can really be unfair sometimes. But there is no reason to give up on it. So come on friend, let's fight! I believe everything won't be as bad as we think. There is still hope if we don't give up. I will be there to fight with you..

After today, I think I have no rights to be emotional for my current problems because out there, there are many others who are facing much bigger/serious problems than me and they are problems which can never ever be solved.