No matter how emotional I get every time, I would try my best not to show my feelings out to others because I don't want to put others in a difficult position. I don't want them to think of ways to console me or cheer me up. In fact, I feel that I am wasting their efforts in talking sense into me because most of the time, nothing goes into my head. Sorry to say, "I will try. I will be ok tmr" are just some words of entertainment.

I try to keep things to myself as much as I can. Whenever I hang around with people, I can't seem to express out my true feelings. No matter how bothered I am, I am still able to joke around and laugh as though nothing happens. It happens all the time except for rare periods of time when I really broke down. Seems like I like to act strong in front of people..

Thanks to those who showed me ur concern. But u really can't understand how I feel deep down inside unless you experience the same situation as me.

I don't know why i am working so hard. So tired of everything that I feel I gonna suffer from depression soon. Really. Because I can barely hold any longer.

So what if it's the 8th? The counting stops.

Super lost.

No matter how emotional I get every time, I would try my best not to show my feelings out to others because I don't want to put others in a difficult position. I don't want them to think of ways to console me or cheer me up. In fact, I feel that I am wasting their efforts in talking sense into me because most of the time, nothing goes into my head. Sorry to say, "I will try. I will be ok tmr" are just some words of entertainment.

I try to keep things to myself as much as I can. Whenever I hang around with people, I can't seem to express out my true feelings. No matter how bothered I am, I am still able to joke around and laugh as though nothing happens. It happens all the time except for rare periods of time when I really broke down. Seems like I like to act strong in front of people..

Thanks to those who showed me ur concern. But u really can't understand how I feel deep down inside unless you experience the same situation as me.

I don't know why i am working so hard. So tired of everything that I feel I gonna suffer from depression soon. Really. Because I can barely hold any longer.

So what if it's the 8th? The counting stops.

Super lost.